Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Talk to me
Lol today in canteen gossip sia. Damn fun though there are some thing i dint need to noe, like the stuff abt peng. Nvm. Anyway, damn it la tml test like so many. Math, Chem, Gp. I shall refrain from saying the test is hard. Like last year. If it was last year I would anyway. For some screw up reason, when i ate so little over the weekend, I gained 5 kg -_-" Maybe I shud stop eating at all if i wanna get fat.
Win the game. Oh fine now im damn skitzo! I rock sia.
I can now see that I have 5 diff personalities.
1) Damn screw up, where I punctuate words with vulgarities
2) Even more screw up, where I start to bash stuff up and shout those swear words
3) Nice guy, where I do nice things like blog. And talk like a normal person. Optimistic and basically what I was like in sec 1-2 :D
4) Angsty, where I say that life sucks and everything sucks and the only reason i stay alive is cos dying sucks more.
5) WTF mode. I am completely crazy and cry for blood death and to kill ppl. Usually I only get into this state when im playing dota or in a real fight. Don't blame me for what I say, you'll noe mad ppl when you see them. :D
So now you all noe can don't blame me for being "damn screw up" anot?
Thanks a lot ok!
Drunk on lost souls
You promised me the sunrise,
at 6:10 AM
Monday, February 25, 2008
Heh you can't see this so...you suck!!
Omg im gone mad la. Heh heh so sian. New time table. No diff. No bloody diff.
We STILL end at 415 on monday. But we now end at 1230 on friday omg so happy!!
HOWEVER, friday got cca which starts at 5. Yeah great. Just damn great.
I can officially stop thinking with my **** now and can make friends with girls easily heh. No more sexual tension for now la I am putting off till later. So, life goes on. Girls come talk la so relac one :D (though being hot scores extra points). I dont flirt like some *ahem* ppl who take up random girls at Mos burger heh. Damn funny lor. In fact I dont even noe what the hell to flirt is :X Yeah i kinda suck.
have fun being cheap its right tonight.
If life were a dota game,
"Hey where the hell is my team"
"Screw you we wanna get cash yeah!"
"F***ing noob team!" (leave, commit suicide, die!)
"Zz stupid noob"
About some one who's frens ignore him to find cash.
A:"OI you slow shit ur modem is what, dial up ah?"
B: "What la idiot?"
A: "You're slowing us down, idiot"
B: "This is teamwork, you need a team to win this. So dont kao peh your team pls!"
A: "Ah yeah. F*** you lagger." (custom kick.)(lagger B has left the game)
A: "Oh shit now we're losing cos its 4v5. Why the hell did that dumbf*** use dial up??"
(loses game.)
Life is a team thing yo! You can't just leave the slow ones behind, everyone has to contribute to make life successful. Don't leave your noob frens behind now. Pick them up and run with them!
Everybody has to say goodbye, until then I want to fill your days with smiles.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 5:49 AM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Love sick
WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?????
I cant believe that I can still fall into the same trap. Now I am back here liking someone else. WHAT THE HELL?????
I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABT HER?????
GET
THE
F***
OUT
OF
MY
MIND!!!
I hate this. Hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it!
Why the hell do I have these probs all the time, ever since idiot rj?
Yesss, RJ IS TO BLAME.
if I dont see girls everyday I wont think of them right??
Yeah. My life sucks!
Somebody save me.
I need to return to myself again
Stop being an idiot, emo stupid, useless person!
Must concentrate on the bloodier aspects of life again. Watch elfen or sth. Then get back on track.
Sorry if you ppl are getting pissed off with my new shit.
I can't stand having trouble like this.
You looked like you fell from heaven.I approached you and felt I was in heaven.Together, we could have made heaven.Then our relationship went to heaven.Now I'd slit my throat to go to heaven.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 4:33 AM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Cheerless
Ok fine I give up. I really give up. No more "jiang hu" or what the f*** ever already for me. I can't care less. Damn, im too emo cos of this shit. Who the f*** said that bgr was fun?? Go rot and die. I will sleep. And when I wake I will forget. I will choose to forget.
Back to a year ago, when everything was so good, and life's glory sang through morning's sun and evenings wane.
What ever la have fun lover boys.
Ainnit a coincidence that lover misspelled one letter, becomes loser? :D
Heheh
Yesterday,
I had a dream of you...
You promised me the sunrise,
at 6:27 AM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Sick
I got sick. And stupid blogger did not manage to post my post! damn it im off. hope no screw ups come to my class.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 6:51 AM
Sick
You promised me the sunrise,
at 6:51 AM
Friday, February 15, 2008
Take 5
Damn it i walked the distance to downtown east and back 4 times trying to ge out. SOO BORING LA!! All the guys disappear alr everyone i noe aso missing in action lor. What the hell happened to the plan eh??
"Bros over hoes". those of you who miss out on this you noe who you are...
Sure I can plan, everyone agrees on the plan. Then some girl walks by and everyone suddenly becomes stupid and follows her. Leaving me behind. Heh this is a better plan for you.
Just
Find
One
Girl
And
Stick
With
Her
!
!
Simple enough, right? Then maybe me and leo wont be the only ones still folowing the plans ok!
I give up on BGR, waste my time la. How many million failures does it take to get one right? If theres only one person meant for you in the world, I'd be getting married in heaven (or hell). Other than that its meant to make ur life ultimately damn damn sad.
Its damn tough cos everyone else in Rj is super high over this shit. And im trying to forget. Who the hell cares abt abstinance anyway. I get past "being together" into "holing hands" i uber happy alr lor. And i can bet i'd be 60 by that time. Oh wait I'd be dead. My life expectancy is arnd 55 yrs haha. Heh an emo post. But life in Rj sucks for me so its expected yeah??
There's a reason why
Love and Lose both start with L.
Oppose rhymes with dispose
Life sounds like strife
You promised me the sunrise,
at 9:24 PM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Ground Zero
Damn, we lost the semi's round. But we only lost due to time out, den when we were asking for extra time they left!!! STAND AND FIGHT!! cowards. Ended with enemy respawning, aww wad a glorious win...
Anyway. V day was so boring, thought it was gonna be damn fun but was really a waste of my time. I bought all the girls sth! Who the hell says I don't have a heart? It may be a black one, but its still a heart wad : /
Fail lit. Time limit. Seeing the rest of my frens like so happy today cauze of girls makes me wonder what would have happened if I was as successful. I suddenly thought of myself as one of those sub-characters in anime who are watching the mains get hitched, but never seem to do so themselves. Lol.
In RI V Day was rubbish, we showed our affection for each other :D. We give each other Tau pok and blu tooth. (for those who dunno, blu tooth is meant literally, using blue marker pen)
Feels damn wierd giving out gifts and receiving stuff back. Omg never realized girls can bake so well -_-
Kiss me and we'll dance the night away.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 5:07 AM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Aftermath
Lol, today the IHC dota really waste my time. Idiot ppl all go ban the heros that i practise so hard with lor. THEN GET OWNED BY MY NEWBIE HERO!! WTF?!
End score was damn stupid. 2 godlike, including peng (which ALR shows that sth is wrong). I sacrifice myself to clear their stupid team, else i got streak too la. Fail.
End of CNY omg so sad. I always like to visit ppl and talk T.T. At least i got the ang bao cash heheh. Stupid and annoying valentines day coming up I dunno wad to do. Maybe i go speed
dating -_-".
Sad case la when guys like girls always fail, need girl to like guy than can one. Life so imbalanced. Eliticism discussed again? Hah if ppl would stop stereotyping me as a nerd or as a arrogant ass, maybe I would stop looking down on you mainstream ppl (heh oops). Well, who the hell do you think I am?
And then, when you fall asleep...
You promised me the sunrise,
at 6:14 AM
Thursday, February 7, 2008
CNY!!
Hey happy CNY!
Well its been quite fun i guess. (though the amount of cash i received COULD have been better)
Went to great aunt's house, spend so long talking sia (only get 2 ang pao leh)
After that goto grandmother's house for dinner. Mm, sharks fin! That's all actually, so tired today, sleep at 3 ytd and having all sorts of wierd dreams o.O
I'm gonna end here cos there's always tml.
Cys
You promised me the sunrise,
at 5:51 AM
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
New life?
Renewed teh blog. Life sucks now anyway. So emo wor. Valentines day coming and all of a sudden I become single again. Feel like hitting something. I'm gonna get over this...
You promised me the sunrise,
at 7:57 AM
