Saturday, June 28, 2008
To be free. To spread wings and fly.
END OF THE CTS!! YAAAY!!! :D
Now i gots a weekend to rest b4 going back to RJ sian. Ynoe, its damn strange that last yr we were like "Yay ct over!" den "Fuck! we wan go back to school!". Now, we are "Yay Ct over! I don't wanna fucking see the school!" Huge diff sia. Now, what went wrong with the school? Don't wanna go in to that again.
AND, NOT FORGETTING...
PW! YAAAY!
life.
Screw up la today supposed to lan end up so few ppl dunno is miscommunicate or wad (or rj again)
well i wanted to trash those random lanners, but i thought they were nice people so i decided not to lmao. Im getting soft thanks to these girl influences...my evil side is losing its killing intention.
Ah well, girls supposed to be a guy's better half nay? Guess wad? I lost mine already! So all that is left is...
Zz after CTs and emo again? This is RJ siax, go back to school where ppl call me screwed up behind my back (and i noe who you are), and people come and rumour me (which are dying, thankfully). More people getting hitched in RJ, shows that life sucks.
Im off now this is life.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 8:52 AM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Let me hear a lullabye...
Geh hols ending. Its back to the sad life in RJ :(
Lol most girls would have been scared off my blog ages ago by my bias, twisted thinking and hopeless emo-ness. So, now that we live in a more open all guys environment...
Damn but the hols are ending.
CTs are in 5 days.
Girls are coming back to my life.
Damn.
I think i figured out the problem with RJ girls. All of them like to watch drama shows and shows like Heroes or Smallville or wdv. There the only guys all buff one so they only think buff dudes hot wad. Bleh, girls, please don't only compare the guys in RJ to the guys on TV. The mirror shows the cold hard truth friends. If you fit the image of girls on TV, then I'd say you could very well aspire for hotter guys. But well...you see...it may be hard to admit but...this is life. Heh.
I am at least 95% sure that I won't ever like any RJ girl so you can hate me for saying this but well its the truth of my mind. I hate this stupid world and all its bullshit. Especially the thing called love.
ANW, damn but i miss 4P. Last day of chalet was shiok, like everyone together again and we do our nonsense all over. But it was also a final reminder of how much RJ life (and girls) have ripped the fun outta the things we used to do. (and you girls can call us screwed up again after seeing the pictures)
What do you expect guys to do? We don't look around for girls all the time ok! AND after chalet I see that 3/4 of the guys I noe are very staunch and faithful in their relationships with girls, its the damn girls who're screwing around. Tables turned nay? Well I have yet to find the girl that could prove me wrong. And this only applies to RJ girls. You others from other schools, relax I think you're all nice and normal :D
Back to mugging for ct but i guess it might not matter, seeing as how im quite likely to fail anw.
Girls are like roses,
Always grabbed by posers.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 9:45 AM
Friday, June 13, 2008
Chalet!
Wow, it was fast. Passed in seconds, or so it seems, while the rest of this year dragged on. Ok let me give a short summary of what happened.
Day 1:
Our plan for lan was scrapped, so Ben came my house instead. Pack for damn long, cos some stupid stuff took super long to download (and no, the internet speed didn't help). Went down to white sands about 2 hrs after we were supposed to. Met with Nat, Seetow, Kevin, Josh and Jorel. Go eat at food court and left to get items for the celebration. Ben and Josh went to arcade. Me and Nat went to get the stuff, stopping for me to satisfy my burger king craving :D. The rest camp there playing stupid stuff on my com. After getting stuff went to arcade to meet Ben and Josh, then owned some dumb girl at TC 2. Went to the shuttle pick up, den found the next bus comes in 45 min, so went to get more stuff. Took damn long, had to run down to bus stop to catch bus. Reached at about 745, met Leo there. After settled in, we went over to the arcade to play PPP! XD. Then went to sit in room with Leo and Seetow to talk abt pokemon for 1+ hour. Gan arrives and comes to our room. Edmund arrives and screws Seetow. Ben tries to film Nat porn while he was bathing and spoiled the camera. We go out and play dota on laptops, while some others play game of life. After that went to our room to talk before sleeping, talked for like 3 hours, have some of it on tape. Mostly was about how Eddie likes Ditto and various bad things about girls in our school etc. And full of "What the fuck!" said mainly by me and eddie. Leo getting groped by both Seetow and Eddie, also going "What the fuck!"
Day 2:
3 of us had this dream that PS came over early in the morn, den could not contact us, and was sitting outside our room window saying "what the fuck!". Well it was false anyway. Apparently Kevin and Jorel were playing frisbee and decided to play "throw the frisbee through the leaves of a tree" and it got stuck. All of us went to the tree and threw stuff at the frisbee till it came back down. They played frisbee while I went dancing again <3
After that, PS arrives and we go arcade to play. Noticeably, there were at least 50 malays staying there and the whole pool was full of them. Eddie me and PS complain of lack of eye candy. Then some random mix school come over for chalet, and went swimming with clothes on. Seetow wakes up at 1230, in time to see them. Ben, Josh and Nat, went to school, den came back to cook lunch. Me, Eddie, Leo, PS, Kevin and Jorel in arcade playing, heard that Ben would be cooking and all went "What the fuck!" Then we saw the swimming girls (who were chinese) and decided to take a closer look. After eating our lunch, they were still there, so we decided to join them for a swim! Turns out, they look about average orbelow only T_T But still better then what we get in RJ so we were not so pissed off. THEN, the lifeguard came andtold them they could not swim in clothes so they started stripping and swimming in underwear. YAAAY!! ^^
After having some time in pool, we went back to watch some D gray (skin boric!) den ate dinner. After dinner got some more babes swimming in scanty clothing, but not that hot la zz. More arcade, then HP arrives, we walk down to cheers and comment a hell lot about ppl in RJ, mainly girls. Got some more snacks, then went back to our rooms to talk, after some time got up to play game of life. Seetow win at life one wtf. I start with 20k salary and was going "ccb life sucks" for some time, then i swap card with HP who had 100k salary :D Best improvement award!
More dota, then sleep. Less eventful night, all slept quite fast.
Day 3:
Awakening. Nick arrived sometime ago apparently. Waking up to hear ppl blasting "my enourmous penis" on handphones is not very nice...
Ate lunch, cos i woke at 1230. Then played a game of Heroes with my bro and Gan. Somewhere along the line, Merrill, Cake and Slau appear. They went off to play soccer. Some dude came to deliver some shit, but wrong house. Honestly, I don't look like a Eunice do I -_-"
Went swimming, fun with Seetow doing penguin dance, and showing off sideburns (bleh) splash water like siao, I practise my tuck jump and fuck jump. Frisbee and ball in water. Then Jot and Peng appear. More fun, trying to wet peng, throwing wet underwear and stuff at him. Slau, Cake and Merrill, after playing bball with my cousin, join us in pool. Me and Leo get out to help with bbq. Got some videos of people jumping into the pool and shit like that. BBQ started, suddenly huge bunch of Q ppl turn up. Have fun camwhoring and stuff, then they leave, to us shouting "4Q!" damn loudly for quite some time. Hiok, Tom and Will turn up. Ben and Gan' s birthday celebrations. Gan's was nice and reserved. While Ben, we had a video but it might be blur so I shall describe it here. Ben was dragged to the beach, then we shouted "3,2,1..." Then started screaming at him, then he was wriggling about looking nervous, being blindfolded and all. After faking him, we went on to "3,2,1..." then pelted him with water bombs loaded with coffee and durian essence. He got hit in painful places, including his nuts. Then someone ran up with a fire extinguisher to blast him, looked damn funny. But my stupid battery died! WTF! So no video. But we have a pic of Ben with the extinguisher between his legs spraying white stuff everywhere. Went swimming, camwhoring in the pool! Then camwhore while stacking on the slide! We had like 15 people on the waterslide. Then we played the classic "pull Peng's trunks off" game. Didn't manage to, shit. So we went to spam the jacuzzi, 15 people in one, causing the water to overflow. Then we camwhore there :D
Finding out that the water was getting cloudy for some reason, (we suspect ben) we got out and went into the pool only to get chased out cos it was closed. Went back to our bbq pit, dumped a hell lot of oil on it and caused some huge cloud of smoke to billow out, took like 15 min to clear while we hid inside the chalet. Toasting marshmellows and exploding lighters in the pit. Then Slau, Jot, Cake, Jorel and Merrill left. We walked down to cheers to get some beer, finding like 10 other ppl our age also eyeing the beer very enviously. Peng tries valiantly to get a carton of beer, but fails. Me and Ben sneak cans out, and suan peng. Walking back, we sing the Kao Pei rap damn loudly, like till everyone was staring at us cos the lyrics are cool like "kao pei kao bu bo pei bo bu si pei si bu ka ni na bu chao chee bye". Then Hiok and Eddie had to leave. Ed was sick cos he ate ben's cooking. Me hp and Leo stay in room for 2 hrs emoing about life in RJ. Then gan PS and my bro crashed our room, and we couldn't emo anymore so we went to play dota instead. After a short while, we went out to the poolside to sit on the deckchairs. Apparently got one chair with a "buff dude suntanning there" so we avoided it. Talking for some time, we found the problem with RJ. Girls seem to always target and get better looking guys in RJ, while guys always get worse looking girls. Haix. Girls should all know their places. Following this, we had another trip to cheers to get snacks, meeting the awakening crowd in the morning along the way. Returning there, Leo and Hp went to sleep while I stayed up to slack. Ben, Josh and Peng wake up, then go off. I take a short snooze, then wake people to start packing.
Back to life, here I am. RJ life, once again.
Sigh, we left memories only. Wish for a next chalet. This one was not as good cos of the CTs (shit sia) and RJ and girls. Hope to have a better one next time.
What can I do, Crazy for you.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 7:30 AM
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Heartbreaker
To all those who think I STILL have some scandal going on:
Get a brain will ya? Your IQs are the size of my shoes. Srsly, can't even try to help frens without getting this kind of shit from ppl? Scandal yourself nay?
This is my life, I live it as I will.
NOW, chalet is coming, so i better not get any more shit to piss me off cos i wanna enjoy this, its been damn long since I've been in the all guy's world where everyone is so much more open. And where we dunnid to worry abt the fact that even sub-pretty girls can reject guys, while normal guys GET rejected by sub-pretty girls, such a one sided world nay? Wish I was hot lol den I could trample all over your broken hearts kyahaha! Nah I'm just being bitter. Well again i reiterate, it is true that almost all relationships that last in school now are girl X guy not guy X girl. Geddit straight guys, this is where we stand. Wha's worse, girls dont even do any domestic stuff anymore lol. Failing world is running for ruin, seeing as how girls get so much advantage over guys. And the best thing is: Only the screw up girls seem to get these advantages. The nice ones do not. Yay! This is my life.
Today finally gotta lan again lol. Pick pugna once, den random him twice in a row. Shows i have affinity with really really thin creatures. Wdv. Feels good to be killing again, killing intention staining my hands with blood and tainting my soul too. Christian fanatics and radicals will LOVE telling me how I kill millions and go to hell. Yet, I try to be nice nay? People think I screw up, well then embrace whatever you think. If acting like a low-lifer (read: gangster or ah beng) gets ppl pissed, maybe I should also start swinging cats nay? :D
Having found a girl that quickens my blood,I tried my best to give her my heart.But in the end she wasted my time, Guarding her heart while I gave her mine.So I decide, time to get it right,I will drink her blood tonight. If love encompassed everything kind,Why on earth would it fuck with your mind?
You promised me the sunrise,
at 7:55 AM
