Sunday, March 2, 2008
How tough can this get?
Ho! So long no blog. Tell you why. Cos there was a screwed thursday. Yeah. 3 test, chem math and GP. And got that econs essay due on thurs. Which i went to do 1 fcking b instead of 1 a and had to do the whole damn thing in school. Of course I'm pissed.
Religious conflict. I dunno what to do about it also.
Now I've got 2 screwed up things in life.
Damn shiok.
In fact, there's now some family problems to add to my rich and colourful life. What the hell. For all I noe life can go to hell. All i care about is being screwed around with. RJC sucks to hell. Ever since entering nothing seems to have gone right at all. Now home, school or church I also feel like shit. Damn it la. When I talk, no one listens. Maybe after I die someone will finally remember what this was all about. Judging by the way things are going, I think that day ain't none too far away (thankfully...)
There aint no way for me to solve relationship problems. For me BGR has died and left the game. But still I feel damn pissed about it so 2 solutions.
1) Turn gay. Not the best solution as it leaves possibly worse options open. However, at least dun have to rely on whimsical girls anymore :D
2) Become asexual. Not as fun but certainly a better and less screwed up option. Also, I noe a lot of pro people who seem asexual.
As for personal problems, there's no way to help it, hope this insanity ends soon.
As for religion, I have absolutely no idea. Anti? Stay christian? Atheism? Satanism? What the heck i'm so confused la. Free thinker?
Someone help me!!
Time, a motion in my eyes, tis right tonight.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 5:39 AM
