Tuesday, August 12, 2008
For freedom
More of this life!
I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. Whole day felt like killing someone.
In fact, during PE, I almost lost control and kicked someone, lucky i dint extend the leg.
Damn. I think its catching up to me. That which was never meant to be unleashed in a human...
I need a girl that can help me man. I think my family has too many problems to be able to do so. Guy friends, help me keep positive alright? Then we'd all be safe. But I think the only cure to this is ...love. Which is kinda bad cos I'm lacking in the stuff.
Enough said, there are dark aspects of myself that I only allowed people to noe of this year cos I thot they would be able to understand. In doing so, I seem to have acknowledged its presence and now feel worse. Help me.
If you are wondering, I guess you can ask me, but personally, or ask someone who knows. do not speculate please, and do not spread stupid rumours. That's all I ask.
As for life, same old sad one. School again, I look forward to holidays as usual.
Night.
Give me your hand but realize I just want to say goodbye...
You promised me the sunrise,
at 7:46 AM