Sunday, September 7, 2008
End of all things, even bad ones.
I finally passed that point. Frankly, I never thought I'd survive this, but somehow I managed to pull through, even so much that I now have my old self back (relatively).
At least there be things that I can see that I look forward to now. Well, I had to have broken out of that down period. After all, if I didn't, then I wouldn't be here writing now nay? Quite bad to have my very last post as something like that. Even when I read it could also think that i was psychopathic one. Haha. I will leave it there, as a testament to how low I had fallen, and perhaps maybe some poor person who's having as hard a time may look and feel hope?
But,
I could never have pulled through without you all. I mean you, my friends.
To my friends Bak and Eddie, who kept me with their humor and fun in life. To Hp, and all his advice, I know you meant well. To Leo, who was beside me even in the darkest abyss. To Miss Tang, for the talk and counsel. To my PW group, Danny, Yen and Cass, for being so understanding and encouraging. To those in class who comforted me. To my family, if I did not love you all, would I suffer so? To any who cared at all.
Thank you.
Well that sounded emo, but yeah, I really appreciate things like this. When people fall so far they WILL appreciate and remember, no matter how black hearted a person may seem.
Even though I personally feel better about things, does not mean that my problems have gone away, just that I have learned to become stronger. Its how you deal with it that counts in the end I guess.
As for finding romance in school, all that lucky seven shit and whatnot...
Who needs it, right? Gives me a whole lot MORE shit than ever.
There's nowhere to run,
There's nowhere to hide,
There's one thing to do,
Just stand here and fight.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 7:50 AM
