Saturday, September 27, 2008
Fantasy requiem
It seems as though I cannot pull out smoothly. I can't ignore the imba feelings. Another wound analogy, this is like when you get a bad injury, and its healing yet not completely healed, you get this sick urge to touch it and feel pain. Somehow that's the case.
I hate this.
Kindly,
A) Give me a list of ways to purge myself
B) Intro me to someone who can go on a "date" so I can prove the fact that there was nothing special about her after all
C) Uh shoot me in the head?
And meanwhile, please, no offense but, GTFO of my mind!
To cut this tie, I need a very strong scissors. I could turn to hating everything again I suppose, but that would push me back where I want to exit from. How, how, how. Why did I ever let myself actually like someone?
Mistake for a guy to make, if you think your not hot enough, don't try for girls. In fact, it would be wise if you totally IGNORED this shit. Really, its not worth it if your looks let you down. Or you not rich.
I got stats to prove it ok!
Of the 20% of girls unattached and looking for attachment in RJ,
1/3 are out to cheat your money and feelings
1/6 are crazy
1/6 are not very hot
and the last third are those who already like someone and are doing things to get his attention so they won't notice you.
In other words, singles, don't waste your time.
What are your special somethings in this world?
Tell me!
Hope, faith, kindness and worst of all love.
From where does such foolishness spring?
The only morality in a cruel world is chance.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 7:44 AM
