Monday, September 15, 2008
How to quit a game you don't wanna play
When enemy has mega creeps, what do you do? Of course you quit the game la!
Well that's in dota, I wish life were as simple. But, I find that even though I already clicked the leave game button, I still am lagging at the stupid white screen quite unable to exit the program. Why so?
Why my com so lousy?
This analogy would apply to a real life situation I'm in right now, one which I'm trying my best to get out of and cut my losses. There's no point trying to be romantic, I just want to revert to the old days now. When you have no hope in doing something, you have to have the courage to drop it.
Even so, I heard the stories about the success of others, and really, some of them were so very touching. If only I had met that girl, things would be very different. But though MY story had an interesting start, and an okay buildup, the ending was real bullshit. It's like those horror stories, where the suspense builds up, and just when there seems no hope for the hero, he wakes up and realizes it was all just a dream.
Sigh, I would say I'd like to be the star in my own romance.
But that's quite a long shot.
Villains in stories, which is the role I would be cast into, have no chance to get any girl whatsoever. They instead end up dead trying to screw up the hero. Well, this villain has left the damn game. Think of it as the Iago who walked off the stage, unwilling to play the villain anymore.
Admitting it does not help a lot, it just shows the bleakness of prospects. I was stabbed in the dark by a force I do not know. Suddenly things were out of control. I somehow knew this story would turn out like this if I were to act out this particular role.
Throw that all out the window.
"Almost Easy"
You promised me the sunrise,
at 6:57 AM
