Friday, September 19, 2008
Poetry
I think, now I know where I stand.
After the mugging session on Wednesday, in which we brought up many of our problems to discuss, I now know what is wrong with me, and how to deal with it. We also discussed The Story, in which I have yet to find a suitable creature or object with which to define Hp, as the only thing we could think of was something...shifty?
Well, I know that I cannot leave somehow, I'm bound to this fate for good or worse. I believe we are all in control of our own destinies, but there are just some things too painful to change. This is one of them.
Thinking and thinking again, I feel better or worse at different times. Wish I could do something to clarify my doubts, but I would not risk the losing of the chance.
Ahh, even if she would never think of me so, I will elevate her to a position in which she was too high up for me. This is the true meaning of poetic love nay?
The promos are coming. I have not had much time to study, nor do I have the good luck to have peace at home in which to study in. But I still managed to squeeze some days in school to study to a certain extent. I hope for the best, and do my best as well. For those who still think of me in a good light, wish me luck man, I think I will need it.
Like I said, I will elevate her to that state, but if she allows it, I will elevate myself to that height as well, so that I can be there to guard her forever.
There are those whose hearts
Are wholly given over to others.
Happening to me I now know,
What it feels like to really, deeply
Have someone in your heart.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 8:23 AM
