Monday, September 8, 2008
Today, the girl...
Well, at least I faced up to things. Let me remind you, things are not fixed, but I'm taking a different track to things now. I will try to be as happy as I can, to be better company for those who actually care for it. Even if it means I'd be a bit over done, please forgive, its better than me being homi/suicidal. That's that for my real problems.
As for useless goldbricking problem that I concocted myself to try and cure myself, its festering.
I meant my trying to distract myself using girls, specifically one.
Well, to say the least, it didn't work at ALL, in fact, it managed to get me more shit than I ever could imagine could come from one place. Even though I felt nice for...1? 2? days, its not worth it. Today, I stand here right now, to declare.
I, Moses,
Who did try to do things to that end,
Have nonetheless decided to
Quit this game while I am ahead.
That should be the end of that. I'll leave the love to others, I will try to get to the same level as Leo, though I should think I'd never reach there...
But today, let me tell you what happened.
There was, these few signs,
Then, someone confirmed my dream
Then, I went home, and my bro was showing me the vid for "A Little Piece of Heaven".
For those who don't know, its a youtube mv of the song by A7X, where this dude gets rejected by his girl, then stabs her and eats her heart. Then he keeps her corpse and dances with it and wdv, then her corpse comes back to life, rips his heart out and eats it too. Then they both go to hell, where they reconcile (as zombies) and then come back to life (still zombies) and massacre people at a wedding, taking over, they get married in a parody of marraige and live happily ever after.
That much said, it doesn't take much for a twisted mind like mine to see the significance of that to my life. Well, freaky...
Here's the link, the quality's not good but still creepy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvLjZLWdTeU
Have fun. If you want to tell me not to kill her, there's stil time before the full moon ; )
Anyway, if YOU read this and YOU think you are the girl in question, please try to clarify things with me. I really won't kill you, but I won't bother you with this kind of shit again. May you live happily ever after. "Cause you were all up in a piece of heaven while I burned in hell no peace forever..."
Well that's modified but anyway I don't care.
I QUIT.
READ ABOVE.
Here is a lesson that I learnt,
Playing with fire gets you burnt.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 8:00 AM
