Monday, September 1, 2008
Tragicomedy
Hai its that time again.
I find that this part of life is really epic for me. There's this element of tragedy and irony I cannot resist partaking of, yet I know of the consequences of this. You see, I feel that I am acting in a romantic tragedy.
Behold:
This love epic in my life.
A tragedy with a twist. The Malcontent is the hero. Prince Charming is the villain. Who is the girl? Won't tell you :D
Twice fallen from grace, twice I climb those slippery steps again. And race towards the confrontation with the protagonist. How does it feel to be the antagonist? Now I know. I know the struggle whether to sacrifice my morals for what's good for me, or retain them and watch helplessly as she gets taken away for the second time in this dreadful life. Whether to try or to give up. I have no idea. In all tragedies there comes the tragic flaw, I'd say mine is being human. Humans have this innate desire to experience that which makes a human woman most beautiful, and even makes a plain woman look pretty. The innate desire to love. But can a Malcontent such as I ever aspire to do so? I do not know. I "am a demon, after all".
All tragic plays end with a tragedy. Well, if this one ends in tragedy for me who am the villain, won't it be a comedy? Yet if it turns out that way, then its a tragedy for me. In this sense while others will look on me as the villain, I can only look on myself as a hero nay? Thus if I Fall it would be a tragedy heh. Well, like all other plays, this one ends with the girl getting married to prince charming, showing that good (looks) always triumphs. The villain gets damn pissed. The villain plots revenge. And what will this turn out to be like? A revenge tragedy now hee hee! So cool siax. Let us hope it will never come to this point.
I have done all I can and challenged all but fate
I have fought, bled and carried on to reach this final gate
You promised me the sunrise,
at 8:23 AM
