Saturday, September 20, 2008
What really matters...
You know, I think my promos are really dead. As in, I really have only finished studying chem, and I don't think I can actually do very well in it, but yeah. Circumstances seem to be against me, I only managed to come to terms with things in recent days. But, I really don't think this is as important as others make it out to be. I think that if I don't want to get H3 subjects, then I would not really need imba grades nay? But I want to do well anyway, so I kind of feel damn lousy. Heh.
As for other matters, I realized that there are many more people fantasizing and thinking about ideal relationships in RJ right now. Well like I said again, you're not alone. For me, I think I can do a little classification now.
Guys generally fall in 3 categories with regards to liking someone.
1) The average man. You are a person who has dreams of an ideal person you would fall for, you would want a relationship in which you are a match for the person mentally and physically. Basically, your ideal person would have looks and yet have that special quality that can't be described which will make you glow warmly inside whenever she talks to you...
2) The romantic. You dream of an ideal relationship, with that perfect someone that you feel is absolutely flawless in every way. The girl may not be the perfect person, but to you, she is everything about the world that is good. There is basically this attraction on a non-material plane that exists, and you cannot help but completely adore the person...
3) The lustful. All you care about is the carnal aspect of love. Nothing would attract you to a girl save her looks and whatever you think you can do with them. Any girl would do, as long as she is hot, regardless of personality. There exists no particular special feeling towards the person other than physical attraction.
Well, I know people from all 3, but I think I somehow manage to fall into the romantic category. Even though my speech may suggest otherwise, I actually somehow managed to find that special feeling that I cannot place, which somehow hit me. I don't know. Maybe someday I would actually be able to make my dreams of perfection true?
By the way, this post was supposed to be for the past sunday, but I only managed to post now.
If I were to find that one true feeling,
Would it be able to stop me killing?
You promised me the sunrise,
at 8:43 AM
