Saturday, October 4, 2008
(Only) Human
Ok actually, the previous post was pretty emo sounding. Bleah. But you know I actually am happier now!
Anyway, after going out with sec 4 girls like that, it made me really feel the lack of the innocent life that we led in sec 3 and 4 as well. How much we miss those days will be beyond words.
Ah well, we have to move on. ALL of my friends are having relationship stuff and problems now. It just shows how owned RJ is because we are all getting owned for trying for REAL relationships. Yeap, even the nice people (if you think I'm not nice then its not me, but there still are some nice people).
Hey let me get my take on this straight.
While I personally have little hope of getting one, doesn't mean I'd stop trying nay? For the totally depraved to seek divine salvation. For a evil person like me, searching for that better half of mine, it really can be seen as something dirty seeking after an object of perfect purity to cleanse it. It is nature after all.
But, I don't (well at least trying not to) get emo over these things now, because you see, the more importance and thought that you spend on this, the harder it is to talk to that special girl. So, spend less time thinking and more time preoccupied. It does help.
An echo of a paradise once owned by Man
You promised me the sunrise,
at 9:48 AM