Saturday, October 18, 2008
Blood is thicker than water
Well people, it has been a journey.
All sadness and no gain. What a waste of my time. In fact, I got a worse situation now than previously intended. Sigh.
I realized that no matter how hot the water is, it cannot be changed into blood. Not by me. I know it was stupid but this is where I ended up. Ah well...
Water is thinner than urine. Its a fact. A relationship between boy and girl is equal to urine, its useless and a pain to have around. So, that should be the natural case, that you would value your piss over your water. However, I now feel that the mistake I made was to do the very same above.
I lost a friend over a stupid fucking relationship. I also lost the will or desire to make close friends with ANY girl, after all, my first girl close friend turned out to be like that. I see now. If I never did feel that I could bring the relationship to a BGR, none of this stupid fucking shit would be happening now, we'd still be friends, I'd still think of girls normally, if not in higher regard.
WELL GUESS WHAT?
I'm sick of this shit. Sick of watching all my close girl friends get pissed off with me just because they think I like them or I professed the latter.
It's time to make a change.
I won't make this mistake again.
Though it may hurt to break my one chance at that ideal relationship like this,
I think, a friend is worth more than a mere chance at having a romantic relationship.
Plus, this dumb romantic thing, it ain't going nowhere. Both people are gonna get hurt if this persists. Better to tell the truth faster, then things could go back the way they were, and she would not feel so awkward around me.
If you are reading this, girl,You should know now, I said I'd always be there, I will still be there, But this time,I'll be there only as a friend.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 7:34 AM
