Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Camaraderie
Yet again, I receive proof that no proper friendship can be sustained between a guy and a girl. You see, once the venomous touch of romantic attraction sets in, be it among the two, or involving an outside party, then things will fall apart as fast as wet tissue.
I don't know why every time I try to get past this, something will happen to own me.
Really, I think I should have been treated better. If there was ever anything that bothered you, you should have told me everything as what a TRUE friend would do, and also thrashed things out till both sides are happy. I really value my friends, and it does hurt when one of them reveals their true nature to be like this.
Even so, I have to console myself. After all, there's no sense in trying to maintain such friendships. While I may value it a lot, I know you certainly don't and even treat this like some pain in the ass.
I think I shan't be stupid and try to fix things every time, like a dog begging for scraps.
Even worse are the special feelings.
You will never be able to fathom the hell you've put me through, girl...
But now, saying my final goodbyes to this friendship. You finally proved me right irrevocably girl, for that I owe you. May your deviating path in life be smooth.
Let your emotions sign you an aria of grief
And shattered dreams, healing wounds bleeding beneath.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 8:44 AM
