Monday, October 6, 2008
Echo of the past
Today, I spent the day with the people whom I spent the past 2 years with. Its this great nostalgic feeling, when all of us are together in one room, being able to shout and swear and play games and laugh, without caring about what the hell others were thinking about us, because we knew that we all would never be able to break this friendship with anything so trivial. We all know each other inside. We know that we are all nice people at heart. Being there just reminds me of a time where we were free, free from any real care about studies, free from the cares of girls and relationships, a world of innocence and purity, without knowledge of the damn lotion or bear or what the hell other sick fantasies people out in the world have.
No groping, no flirting, no thinking, no dreaming, no worrying. A world of freedom, my friends you know what I speak of, the Good Old Days, and I really mean good haha.
I know I've changed a lot. Part of me embraces the change, and knows it is time to grow up. The other part still wishes to remain as an ignorant and innocent guy with no thought about how my actions affect others, only that I have friends, family and am happy.
It's not possible, we all have to grow up. For good or for bad, I would not know. I have potential to be either. It's the people along the way that would guide and shape me, but for me to choose in the end.
On a different note, the secret project P has enormous potential, I just witnessed it today. Having that amount of killing power is awesome! I'm gonna get one!
By the way,
I'm writing this not for cash but to express myself, if you think it's too screwed or my language not bombastic enough or my metaphors not nice, my face not handsome, my name sound funny whatever, just don't read haha. Please don't get pissed off lmao!
Today I heard the echo of the past,
Back then, I always knew it wouldn't last.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 7:50 AM
