Monday, January 19, 2009
And once again the tide goes out
Sickening. I lack words to describe my state of mind. I think the closest to it would be "fuck". The damn book is still at large, spreading venom throughout the wound in the heart. Sometimes I guess drastic measures would be in order. Kind of annoying that I have to deal with dumb things like this when I have the A levels to contend with as well. A mistake I have made, the price I have paid. Tenfold. Thousandfold. Was liking someone ever a sin? Now it is lul. Oh yeah and I failed the first test this year bleh. Annoying, it better be the last. This fail was the result of my dumbass being emo over something that was ABSOLUTELY WORTHLESS and COMPLETELY FAIL. Yet another side effect of the liking. It is the ultifuck. Thus I conclude a straight ace technique to enter the gloomy world of depression is to like someone. Or have an absolutely fabulous tuesday to look forward to. Ending at 315 with ONE break and having to endure being constantly in sight of HER is a very draining and nasty experience, preferably one I'd like to forgo. But then, life's like that nay? One thing I can say, I congradulate myself on having balls. (in case you dunno this means being brave)
You promised me the sunrise,
at 7:30 AM