Thursday, January 1, 2009
Let the tide wash it away
Happy new year people! :D
It's been a real hell of a year. Well agreeably, things were not as good as they should have been, but it was still a happening year. There were many bad times, but so were there good times. Whether I be staring into emptiness while I feel hopelessness at my aunt's condition, or laughing and gesticulating excessively while talking to friends, all these experiences and memories served to make me into what I am today.
I could have gone down a better and brighter path, I guess. I could have completely thrown off the shackles of the past and become a completely different and better person. But I realize now that no matter how imperfect or screwed up this person may be, he was still the person you people chose to befriend in the first place. That being said, I wouldn't have had to change to live up to your expectations anyway!
Thanks for being there, whether it be by my side as I faced many, many horrible obstacles, or listening to me rant about my abysmal love life, or enjoying a laugh with me as we completed a particularly entertaining lesson, thank you for just letting your path cross mine. I may sound like a hypocrite, but this is how I feel at this moment.
I know I made a hell lot of wrong decisions this year (ALMOST all pertaining to relationships :/), but there were right ones too. Like...urh... well I can't remember any offhand, but I'm sure they were there...right? And to top things off, I didn't bomb the promos as bad as I thought. But the real challenge is right on, so lets face one last thing together yeah?
We'll ace it yet!
The countdown event we were helping out with was also pretty fun I guess, but yeah that'll be a post for another day, I'm sleepy right about now.
Suffice it to say that, I want to clear away the failures and tears for this year before starting a new year fresh. Let the tide of time wash all these small marks away, making your life (and mine) a pristine white beach (NOT like those on Batam). That said, once again, happy new year and best wishes to everyone here for the year ahead. May we all excel in every area of our lives!
Ps, if you are reading this girl, I want my book back. I'm sorry if its a bad offer to ask for the return of something given, but it really must be removed from this world. It's a taint on my mind of a painful past and a future that was never meant to be.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 9:22 AM
