Friday, February 13, 2009
And what should have been...
Today was v'day celebrations. But it was also friday the 13th. Apparently the misfortune accompanying friday the 13th is more imba than the love of v'day. Lol. Today quite suay sia. First was the damn present. Of all the stupid things, the only letter with "I <3 you" on it has to be her initial. So fucking stupid lol, in the end i wrote something and asked her to choose, obviously she chose the letter, which said "good friends like you are hard to find" or something like that. Well I don't even know if I'd been rejekted to my face this time. But truth is, the rest of the day was too cool, so much so that even this kind of thing didn't come as too much of a surprise.
First thing in the morning go get coffee then get scolded by the aunty for not returning the trolley the day before when we brought refreshments to the lawsoc thing. Damn, not completely my fault. My neck was aching like hell whole day, wanted to like die or something. And of course I had no money to get food cause' I bought presents. Lol and I got one and only one present. After checking with Bak, I realized that my standing in class is something akin to SoonYoong or Blee in his class. Like WTF! :O
After this failure on v'day, I even more want to give up the girl. But even if I decided to like finally force myself to drop her, no matter the pain, I won't give up on the concept of love anymore. I realized that its better to live for an ideal that doesn't exist rather than for a reality that's trash and screwed up.
For even if there really
was no such thing as love, there ought to have been. For love is a beautiful thing.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 7:55 AM
