Friday, April 3, 2009
Yeah you heard what I said.
I have a real need for someplace where I can like freely complain. No, not complaining as in my normal whining for fun, but as in really rant and pour out my misery and pent up emotion. Really, this was like the prime reason for my searching for that special someone. Unfortunately, in the opposite sex I find myself highly disappointed. I'd been shown to my face time and time again that once girls like hear you out once or twice, they start to get annoyed with you and like tell you (or hint) to fuck off.
Sensitive. Thanks for the concern, its really helped me lots.
Well then, since my blog's off my msn, here I can finally rant, shout out my anger, frustrations and sadnesses to the unending silence, and no one will be there to hear it. I think even my guy friends have their limits heh but really I think life's just that hot.
So what if my birthday's around the corner? It makes no difference, I just get more expected from me. Hurhur at least can smoke. XP
I find life's positions strange. One moment, I was the one looking for girls for feelings, not looks, and Eddie was the one going for looks. Now, after learning never to feel too much for one person time and time again, I am looking out for looks, while our friend Eddie happens to fall in love. Good luck there, at least you have a good team.
See man my results also vair nice I got quite a bit to look forward to. And to all those pompous assholes who look down on me, go fck yourself, failing which you can try a tree.
All my good humor with jamming vaporised cause I tried to ask someone a simple question, unfortunately said person was so "hot" that she my good mood evaporated and now I'm boiling too. Thanks loads.
My best consolation's that I no longer feel the hurt I would have previously. Unfortunately, this also means that I lack the propensity to love anything or anyone now. :/
Well I guess I could do without that. Being callous can be fun too.
Personally, I think it would be interesting to read my blog like 10 years down the road, in the event that I become really screwed up, I could reminisce and see the road which I took to arrive there. Haha. Well at least there's one girl that I know who's better than the lot, but that's cause she herself had myriad relationship shits too.
Ok I shall stop here cause' I'm really too annoyed and utterly disgusted to continue. Mere words cannot convey the extent of my feelings.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 8:19 AM
