Sunday, January 31, 2010
Back to the grind
Post number 143. Pretty fitting seeing as how 143 is just before the suay 144 which is how I'm feeling now. Since this week is where practically all my friends are gonna disappear for a while ;(
Damn, this is a time for me to regret not making more female friends. But now I still have a small window of opportunity to make it up. Screw relationships, girls I'm not looking at that so much now. I just want people to chat with after my 10 hour hardcore mental torture.
So, if I happen to call/message randomly even if I have never done so before, its part of my loneliness acting up, don't be afraid, better yet, be my friend :)
Got any event or gathering never hesitate to ask me along cause I will definitely go if I can make it yo. Even if you are going shopping, in which case I'd be happy to just be a bag rack and carry your bags for you. Thats how far I've fallen due to desperation and loneliness. Or will fall. Ah well its back to one more week of the grind (in both senses of the word, I'm gonna get more grinding lessons..hai), save me from the world of clubs, please someone.
Well its time for the curtains to rise.
Let them not close,
for then everyone dies.
You promised me the sunrise,
at 7:09 AM