Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Flight of time
Oh wow I'm 19 already. I thought I haven't changed at all, but looking at myself from another person's PoV (and from what others have said) it seems I have!
I appear to be more willing to try new things, and less explosive and impulsive. Though if your into that kind of thing, you'd be glad to hear that I still retain those traits, so gimme a nudge in the right direction to see good old times explode again right in front of your eyes :)
Unfortunately, my way of thinking still hasn't changed, so I still appear as cynical as ever. Which I am. Though this won't kill anyone cause words don't kill people, guns do. However, like I said, more controlled. Means I won't shoot off my mouth anywhere to piss people off.
R/S wise...more messed up. I'm on extended holiday from that for the time being. Cause its so messed up I already almost cannot keep track of what the heck's been going on lately. And in the past. Just thinking of it gives me a headache, a soul-ache and a heart-ache. And makes me think more of the 19 shots which I'm gonna down this weekend. So thinking and doing less on this won't hurt anyone, least of all myself.
Quite an awesome birthday this year, though I did have duty in the morning, my friends and family really outdid themselves. Even if you think just going to my facebook wall and typing a few words is really nothing or dropping me an sms is no effort at all, at least you had remembered my birthday. And that's all that counts :)
Got some awesome presents too, and nice people are allowed to come over and play with them. Good things are to be shared after all. As for those who...forgot to do anything or were too busy, don't worry, you still have this weekend to redeem yourself. After which inaction will result in an instant delete+ban from all my social networks including real life. :D
Oh I jest.
This week everyone PoPs, its gonna be good to see the brothers all free for a week, myself included, for I too am taking block leave! Bwahaha. Maybe take some pics to revive my otherwise dead facebook photo life. 9 days of slack to look forward to, but first, I must survive tomorrow. Oh this means I have to sleep now. Gyah. See you all then...
You promised me the sunrise,
at 8:59 AM
